Quick Peek at my World

Tulad ng ulan sa gitna ng tag-init Pulang Santan sa bugkos ng dilaw Sayaw sa liriko ng tula Tubig sa lalamunang uhaw Di inasahan, di pinilit, di pinlano Biglang umusbong, damdaming nagpabago Sa utak at puso na matagal na naglaho Binago ang buhay sa dati'y hindi klaro Minsan sa buhay, biglang dumarating Mga bagay na hindi inaasahan Mga lugar na hindi pa nararating Mga pangyayaring hindi akalain Ang alam ko lang sa ating buhay na di tiyak Minsan dumarating mga bagay at taong dala ay galak Sa pusong dati ay puno ng duda at tanong Saya ang hatid sa simpleng "Mahal Kita" na binulong

Parang kahapon lang.. Nang tayo ay magkakilala At masilayan ko Ang maganda mong mga mata Parang kahapon lang.. Nararamdaman ay ipinagtapat Puso ay nagkasundo At mga labi ay naglapat Parang kahapon lang.. Sinimulan mo sa akin ipadama Lalim ng pagmamahal Na noon pa man ay aking hiling at dasal Parang kahapon lang.. Nabubuhay ng malungkot at nag iisa Tinatahak ang buhay ng walang saya Naglalakbay na puno ng pangamba Parang kahapon lang.. Nang dumating ka at pinasaya Puso ko na puno ng pagdurusa Pinalitan ng pag ibig at ligaya Kalahating taon mula noon Isang daan at walumpu’t araw na ngaion. Wari’y napakahabang panahon Mahal ko, ikaw at ikaw pa rin.. sa puso ko ay naroon.

I wish I can tell you how wonderful you are, How your face shine with every laugh and smile. I wish I can wipe away every tear and scar, that hurts your heart and stains your eye. I wish I can say how you brighten each day. How you keep all my sadness, and sorrows at bay. You gave color to my life, like flowers of May. How my heart skips, with every word you say. I wish I can show you how proud I am. that you fight everyday, as much as you can. How you continue dreaming each night and day, and working for that dream, come what may. I wish you'll see this love I have. as pure and white as feathers of doves. I want to give you this heart of mine. Wishing our dreams, and stars are aligned. I wish you'd tell me what ails your soul. what makes your emotions run hot and cold. That way, I would know how to heal your pain. cure your heart, make you happy again. All these wishes, I can't say in words. but through my actions, I wish you'd heard. This soundless voice can never eve...

Behind my smile Is a hurting heart Behind my laugh I sometimes fall apart Look closely  and you will find The reflection you see Is nothing but fine I mingle and party Even when my heart is paltry Smile and laugh Even when it's torn in half Force myself to be happy Dance like everything is just dandy Smile away the sorrows Laugh like there's no tomorrow What you see is a mere shadow Of what I was, not so long ago And yet here I am still pushing and trying To live each day, eventhough, deep inside I'm dying

Like leaves falling on an Autumn day, Like a breeze blowing in the middle of May. You came to me in an unexpected way, Completed my life, made me happy and gay. But like grains of sand in my small fingers, Even with hands open or fingers closed. You're slowly fading, doesn't want to linger Leaving me raw, and my heart exposed. It hurts to see you slipping away. With each day passing, I see you going astray. But it's more painful now because,  much to my dismay, I  know, you were never really mine anyway.

Aasa pa ba? Sa ipinangako mong saya Na iibsan mo ang lungkot Ng aking bawat umaga Maghihintay pa ba? Bigyan mo ng oras at pansin Ang pusong nangungulila Na ika'y makapiling Mamahalin pa ba? Ang puso mong manhid At ang tenga mong bingi Sa aking mga hinaing Pagbibigyan pa ba? Ang puso ko na umasa Sa tunay na pagmamahal Na ipinangako mo sana Pakikinggan pa ba? Ang bawat rason at dahilan Patuloy pa ba mabubuhay Sa gitna ng kawalan Hanggang kailan magtatanong Ang utak kong pagod na Hanggang kailan maghihintay sayo Pansinin ako, kailan nga ba?

He will say she just left him  That she was gone just like that Didn't give him the chance To work things out But what he don't realise And still yet to understand She had sent him her tears Wrapped in poetry and rhymes  She had sung of her heartache Of how she hungered to grow That feeling of emptiness Untouched sadness and sorrow How she longed for their love To reach the depths of the seas Yearning to tango in heaven And everywhere in between But he could not hear her  Or acknowledge her words Saying she was all wrong And that the problem were hers And soon he will sit there With tears in his eyes He'll wish he'd just listened To her heart wrenching cries

  Darating ang isang umaga, Magigising ako ng madaling araw.. At kapag lumingon ako sa aking tabi, Mukha mo ang aking masisilayan. Darating din ang isang bukas, Na ipipikit ko ang aking mata... At iyong magandang ngiti, Ang huling tanawin na aking makikita. Kapit lang Mahal ko, Hindi dahilan ang pag-alis ko. Para tuluyang masira ang pangako, At mga pangarap na matagal nating binuo. Hintay lang, Mahal ko, Babalik at makakapiling mo din ako. Itutuloy natin ang paggawa ng mga alaala, Hanggang sa pagtanda ko.

  Nakatingin sa langit, Malalim na nag iisip. Patuloy pa bang kakapit, Sa pag-ibig na masakit? Dating mainit na yakap, Simpleng haplos, matamis na ngiti. Napalitan ng malamig na tingin, Kawalan ng oras, tengang bingi. Litratong dati'y tinititigan, Ngayon halos ayaw pagmasdan. Ngiti na dating para akin, Ngayon tila napunta sa kawalan. Kakapit paba sa pusong malamig? Mananatili sa yakap na walang lambing. Hahalik pa ba sa labing nakalimot? Na dati tanging ligaya ang dulot. Wala na ba ang dating pagtingin? Ikaw pa ba'y patuloy na iibigin? Sabihin mo sa akin ano ang gagawin, Sa lamig ng gabi na wala ka sa piling.

Paano nga ba.. Kalimutan ang labi mo na kayganda? Iwaglit sa isip ang mapungay mong mga mata, At iwasan ang alala na palaging nadarama. Paano nga ba.. Mabubuhay ng wala ka? Itutuloy ang pangarap na hindi ka kasama, At aaliwin ang sarili na puro lungkot lang ang nangunguna. Paano nga ba.. Magsisimula ulit kapag ako'y iniwan mo na? Gugustuhin gumising pa sa bawat umaga, At tatahakin ang buhay na wala ng ningning at saya. Paano nga ba.. Tanong ng aking isip na nangangamba Bulong ng aking puso na nag aalala Turuan mo ako.. paano nga ba?

The best way to deal with pain is to endure it.  Only then will it heal.." - Ex with Benefits How do I unlove you? How do I tell my mind that you're not mine to keep? How do I stop this pulse that tells me this feeling is true? Tell me please, before my heart can leap. How do I not think of you? How do I close my eyes without seeing your face? How can I not hear your name and not feel blue? Tell me please, my mind is in a daze. I did not plan on loving you... I did not count on feeling this way. Now I don't know what to do... Tell me please, if you may. If only I can go back in time, To before I saw your pretty face; To before I saw your sweet smile; To before, in your eyes, I gazed. It would have meant less heartaches, Less sorrow, less pain. It would have also meant a dark existence, No sunshine, just rain. I would not be happy, But I will not miss you so... I would not be as lively, But I would not dread the day that you go.